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A beautiful line in the beginning struck a resounding chord with me: “How do you broaden your relationship with someone who has been dead 50 years?” This is the key to this story and the key to Mary’s journey. Throughout the book, I saw a lot of myself in Mary’s descriptions of her experiences and her emotions. I too deal with grief in a similar way, silence at first, but oftentimes I look for pieces of those people in the historical record and experience that grief all over again. Not to worry though, this is not a sad story, it’s a story of self-discovery!
Along the way, there are beautifully written vignettes, just snippets of memory, that draw you even deeper into Mary’s narrative. She describes her father as an entrepreneur, always striving to implement a new technique or innovate. That innovative, ingenious spirit reminds me of my grandfather, also born and raised in the Texas Panhandle in a tiny town. I don’t know if it’s the spirit of the Texas Panhandle farmer or if there is something unique about growing up in this region, but the similarities between my family and the author’s family were touching.
The metaphorical journey through memory, coupled with the physical journey to re-trace the author’s footsteps are a revelation! This is the best sort of memoir, weaving memory with the historical record to bring the reader into a world of hardship turned success. It is hard for me to put into words how this book made me feel, being a historian from the Texas Panhandle. It warmed my heart, it made me emotional, and it taught me a little bit more about myself and my family.
I enjoyed this story from beginning to end and would recommend this to anyone looking for a touching memoir about finding yourself in the past and grappling with that in the present. Mary Walker Clark is a talented writer and accomplished narrator. A great book for Texans and an even better book for history lovers!
Thank you to Mary Walker Clark and Lone Star Book Blog Tours for the opportunity to read and review this book! This is my honest review.

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Thank you, Katie, for your lovely review. I’m always happy to make contact with another Panhandle girl and history lover. I honestly thought the WWII aspect would be the strongest selling point of my book but have found from other readers that it is the personal journey that resonates most. I did love the treasure hunt of discovering parts of my father’s past, much like historians must feel in their research. Thank you again for your thoughtful review.
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Great review, and I, too, liked the personal journey in reading this book. I think what connects readers to stories is personal, not so much factual.
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Wonderful review and perspective on the book. I look forward to reading it soon!
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